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It was otherness which bothered me: 

nothing happened otherwise. 

Brisk and upright 

He failed penultimately. 



I still hear the footfalls 

of circumstances, 

of retreated sounds. 



The hidden fire lights up 

I squirm in pain. 

The canopy of false rumors 

falls on dirty road. 



His gangrene…

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Charity

Sometimes death lives for eternity, 

a captive of silence, 

or in hidden journey to flesh; 

unless the body betrays the falling stars from eyes. 



Dying was an appropriate thing 

a festival of freedom for veils, 

to leave you alone with your morality. 



This terrible life ejects you 

on the gravel to become a stone. 

The fall…

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Void

As if my inner sound was demanding 

take me for 

meiosis; 

I want to break into many daughter things. 



Half my genes 

half my color 

partly male 

partly female 

disowning the boundaries, 

my lasting pain of grief and anguish 

becomes an androgynous god. 



I hear the voices in…

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Suicides

In despair, 

beyond-pain, I will watch my dreams 

in rimless eyes of wet faces. 



The lake had been sending back 

the white and black shrouds 

everyday. 



They were jumping one by one 

old and young, 

from the twisted planks 

holding geraniums. 



A warm prayer on the lips, 

what was left…

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Of Gods And Virgins

Treading on burning cinders 

it was a saga of fear versus unknown. 

Stripped, before drooping eyes 

scarred, armless, unflying. 



Into the regeneration phase: 

not a single word, single concern 

of yourself, you walked to arrive 

without adding a question. 



There was a movement without ripples, 

death of the black, mottled,…

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Added by satish verma on June 3, 2017 at 11:43pm — No Comments

Shivering Doorway

Savage absence of you, 

I miss your assaults 

what was actual in you, I never knew. 



Neither flesh, nor spirit 

had helped me. 

Somewhere there was a planet I missed. 



Or a miracle? 

Ending of means was the center of conflicts. 

Time was running out. 



Genetics tinkered 

matrix…

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Added by satish verma on June 3, 2017 at 11:42pm — No Comments

Adulterous

As innocent as buds of jasmine 

twilight of a falling night 

offsets the nakedness of a baby moon, 

the subterfuge of a slant lie. 

How crooked was the conviction? 



Blessing was flawless. Only the sky 

had an anguished exoneration 

for a particular sin. 

What was put out for a show 

was hired. 



He did not…

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Added by satish verma on June 2, 2017 at 11:32pm — No Comments

Without A Title

Full moon was negating the intensity of night. 

I wanted the sacred smell of dark heaven 

which was dispensing the forgiveness. 

Did not reach the dazzling height of a star; 

even conflicts gave me immense metaphors. 

Nemesis was measuring the hauled-up mistakes 

For them I was tormented by unknown fears 

and the ravings were useless. 

Deliberately I…

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Quivering Fetus

It was on. The heat! 

When you could not tell the truth about yourself 

something I would also not be able to tell it to myself. 

How we were deceiving each other? 

Why the death had come unannounced? 



The mode of concrete reply was not grim. 

Why did he go for an unscheduled rendezvous? 

otters are going to be ostracized from water. 



During…

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Repeating History

My nativity at peril 

I wanted to stay away from myself 

seeking anonymity in inwardness 



Death had drawn a circle 

my mode of survival depended on 

the hopelessness of life 

The ant-hills were growing! 



The final assault will take place at night 

at spiritual depths. 

I will be seething with fake…

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Cracking Of Dawn

Death was the beginning. My emancipation. 

Death of pre-memory thoughts. I am ready to 

enter the sound, without a shadow. 

The fire from orifice, clouds, tears and 

cascading blossoms in a humming night. Love, 

clap and dissolution. The construction of timeless 

energy. Flight of future. Your resistence 

melting like lips, going beyond the chasm. 

A…

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God Was Bleeding

And now the pain wants me to speak, 

the words, but I wanted to listen 

like winds and keep back the thoughts. 



I refused to move from the scene. 

God was bleeding 

and his dolls were strewn around 

on marble floor 

broken, dismembered. 



No tree was safe now. 

The sky had cracked, 

off the light. I cannot…

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Another Journey

It was the hiatus 

that underlying silence 

of which I was hearing the voices. 



There was nothing left to be said. 

I wanted to levitate in void 

to unlearn what I understood. 



Why the distance interpolates 

between the guilt and acceptance? 

Leaves are falling in different colors. 



Time avenges, burns the…

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Added by satish verma on May 30, 2017 at 11:33pm — No Comments

Parched Lips

Nothing to look forward 

I return my gifts today. 

Completely denuded I will spread out in emptiness. 



I was nowhere in the circle of untruths, 

the pain was slipping inside 

and self-denial took its toll. 



Nomad in exile 

for the kiss of unknown 

wandering in whispering streets. 



There was no more…

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Added by satish verma on May 30, 2017 at 11:32pm — No Comments

Standing Alone

Distance was increasing 

in spewing rage. 

I yearned for a solitude of desert 

sand and rocks 

away from musty tongues 

and eros. 



Counting my failed attempts 

to reconcile with exits 

and slant hopes. 



Like an eclipsed moon 

plying over the hill 

to investigate a shorn…

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Added by satish verma on May 30, 2017 at 12:40am — No Comments

The Ink Did Not Stop

Sitting on the heap of debris 

I decided to move one day. 

The rain did not stop 

I was walking alone. 



It was a cruel time, my toes caught 

in bad thaw. I was working on a bawling 

theme of comatose words, a pottery of sorts. 

In fact the fear had not saved me. 

The sun did not stop 

I was thinking alone. 



A…

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Added by satish verma on May 30, 2017 at 12:39am — No Comments

Self-Deception

Homeless wanderer 

my bohemian moon. 

I continue my journey 

till the clouds manipulate. 



Crisp sky favours the stars 

in dark night of gloom 

of your failed promises, 

and my goddess of ruin. 

self-deception was a great relief! 



Golden praise can do no harm. 

You were targeting the great…

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Added by satish verma on May 28, 2017 at 11:48pm — No Comments

Howling

Before I leave 

I will give you my gift 

to perceive the human anguish. 



Time had passed like a snake 

noiselessly, skipping the years 

I grieved. 



The solace of harvesting the dreams 

was thin. 

A terrible shadow of a futile 

creation. 



Hopes always lied 

hollowed by anesthesia of…

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Added by satish verma on May 28, 2017 at 11:48pm — No Comments

Black Walls

Aura begins from tongue 

to spit fire and frozen rain 

in the epileptic rage of insanity. 



Excruciating charm of august mind 

is fading. 

Life wants to humiliate the sunshine 

and hate desires to meet its rival in disguise. 

Hope’s termination had a beginning somewhere. 

I search the inky sky for a star. 



The void did’t have…

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Added by satish verma on May 27, 2017 at 11:40pm — No Comments

Without A Name

In the triumph of flesh, 

when fame of the world was your thing, 

a sequence of defeats piled up 

and time became stronger than the symbols. 



Was it not easier 

to abandon the consciousness? 

Living a dog’s life was more comfortable 

without a qualm. 

How painful it was to know the reality unclothed! 



You had achieved nothing…

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Added by satish verma on May 27, 2017 at 11:38pm — No Comments

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